You're Beautiful
9:57 PM - Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Okie dohkie kiddies it's December & gawd, it's been quite a while since I've been here. Ohwell life's still as interesting as a whitewashed wall at the moment for me. Maths is so awesome it's taking up most of my time along with my other (untouched&undone) homework hahaha.
Totally hooked on You're Beautiful now (pardon for how lag I took to catch up but hey, better late than never) Still, only at ep 7 now -___- need to sleep early today I kinda twisted my right arm it feels real funny now. Like, in a totally bad way.
Reread Slumdog Millionaire again this week hahaha. Anything to get away from maths.
我 连心碎也怕惊动你和他
11:07 PM - Monday, November 23, 2009
Ok not updating my blog because there's nothing in my life worth updating or writing down about. I have such a boring life D:
Well, yesterday wasnt that bad. Spent the day with my cousins. Went ice-skating (at first for me -__-) at KLP, went KTV at Teo Heng then dinner at 9+ after the craze of a day.
Ice-skating wasnt that bad I guess. I didnt end up sore & bruised like my sister but I'll take my bike over it any other day. Heck, even roller blades lol I'm not liking the confined place and the routine of skating in circles. Oh, did I mention that the pros dont do wonders? ]: Ok I'm just being a sucker 'cause I'm really bad at ice-skating but I daresay I wasnt that bad for a first-timer :D
KTV was pretty cool since I havent been to any outlets except Kbox. Teo Heng's acoustics are much better than theirs though & they have this touchscreen thingy for you to choose your songs (as opposed to scrolling like crazy on teeny screen with a remote that looks like it belong in a museum)
All in all, it was a great experience. Other than this major flaw but I have no strength to vent it out here so yeah. Some things just dont change & I hate that. And I hate the way I'm reminded of my i-am-an-asshole-who-would-very-much-like-the-world-to-revolve-around-me attitude.
I've been running around in circles this year. Tried new stuff, kept old stuff. Thought new thoughts, replayed old thoughts. Actions? Just the same old, nothing new. No breakthroughs (positive ones that is). A lot more moments to add to My Hall Of Shame. Basically wasting my life & youth. I'll need something great, something really big to break me outta this box.
Terrible isnt it?
Well meeting Wen Ning this Wed, Shuang & Jamie this Friday so yup looking forward to my lovelies who I havent seen in idkhowlong.
P.S. I miss y'all. Sorry for being such a raey D:
BELATED POST
10:32 PM - Monday, November 16, 2009
Ok should had updated this place eons ago but I am a very lazy girl. That bit shouldnt be any news to you hm?
So anyways, I watched 2012 on Friday with Rachel & Liyee (my Ecstastic cuckoos :D) & it was a really awesome movie. The kind that you totally wont check your watch during the movie kind. I know 'cause I was really shocked by how long it was when I came out and didnt realise that it was THAT long during the movie.
And being a very reflective Dunmanian, I've learnt a lot of things from this single movie :D
TOP TEN LIST OF LESSONS RAEY HAD LEARNT FROM THE MOVIE 2012 (in no order whatsoever):
#1: when the door closes, stand away from the door.
#2: if I want to survive, I need to be VERY VERY rich/smart or have really great genes.
#3: or marry someone I've describe above.
#4: if I were to pick up a 3rd language, it should be Russian.
#5: when in doubt to start engine in case of emergency, simply scream "SHUTUP!" & "engine. start." :D
#6: Never stand too close to the edge. Never.
#7: I really need to learn how swim/fly a plane with multiple engines.
#8: I should not have a dog as a pet.
#9: Never date fat crazydollarionaires.
#10: when a crazy fellow tell you he has a map that would totally save your ass, ask for it immediately instead of going back & get it.
Photos at fighterjet.wordpress :D
Another Sign
9:36 PM - Sunday, November 08, 2009
'Struggles make my heart beat. 'Cause I know they make me stronger.
That's why I'll never give up.
That's why I'm not afraid to fail" - Nichkhun.
When I heard him say this in the teaser vid it was like woah.
Talk about a wake-up call.
A Sign.
Ok so it's been a year. A lousy year. A terrible year with lousy todays, dreaded tomorrows and regretted yesterdays. It's been one with more downs than ups.
But hey, like how someone reminded me today, it's over. It's time to move on. Time for change. I've gotta stop being like this. Stop pacing on the same spot; going around in circles. Quit self pity. Start believing. 'Cause there are so many people who had faith in me yet I failed to keep the faith in myself. I let them down (I'm sorry) & it's not just because I failed; it's also because I didnt believe I could.
Thankyou to all those that kept believing in me :] Fine, I'll stop driving y'all crazy with my pessimistic talk. I'll try, really. For you, you and you.
"The fear makes my heart beat.
Every morning, I ask myself a question.
Can I really do this well today?
Do I have what it takes?
Then I say to myself.
I can do this, I can.
Then I feel my heartbeat. T
This is the start."
-Wooyoung.
BANG BANG
10:27 PM - Thursday, November 05, 2009
Yknw how previously I came to school in bangs? Ok agreed it was not the best hairstyle ever and it was not the nicest bangs around but hey, it was bangs.
& now that my bangs had morphed and grown into a long messy fringe, everyone is cutting bangs .__.
So this is how it feels like to be too in-touch with fashion... Hmmm I should migrate to Mars or Venus then. I bet the kiddos there dont care about fringes :D
Okie dohkey so had to perform for the y2s juniors as part of their Post-exam activities urgk was kinda dreading it plus I had to miss MY Post Exam activities as well ]: And put up with crap... Ohwell now it's over with luck we'll never have to do Pyrrhic Victory again! My cast still owes me a cast photo! Aw well, I'll kinda miss it, the same way I missed Touched With Fire.
Been really busy and lazy nowadays so hvnt been blogging much (oops).
LALALA report books tmr.
MISS Y'ALL
8:55 PM - Sunday, November 01, 2009
Storm clouds are above my head. I feel like The Bowler Hat Guy in Meet The Robinsons. Things just aint looking up but maybe it's because I keep looking at everything through shades. Monotonous reality isnt really healthy for anyone, seriously.
School should be made illegal for someone as temperamental as I am .__.
Ok I'm just moaning hahaha. This week aint gonna be a pretty one, especially with the ongoings of this and that. Plus Prune's bent on getting me please let me live through this week without getting myself expelled ._.
I longer love that thing I loved.
I cant keep the things I want to.
I'm this close to losing all I ever had.
WHOA I'M BACK
1:05 PM - Sunday, October 25, 2009
Ok it's the end of the dreaded EOYs =throws confetti= roll on weeks and months of sheer joy before the word 'mugging' comes back into my head. Initially after the last paper, I still had thoughts of "gawd I shouldnt be wasting time now! What subject am I to study now?" And the most glorious thing happened:
I REMEMBERED THERE'S NONE MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I'm nuttier than usual (btw I realised I might actually be allergic to nuts. Long story.) Anyways, there's gonna be a lot of gaming, computering, videoing, youtubing... And the list goes on; yknw the works. The school had said they would continuing with the usual lessons and all. As much as I know it's for our own good, it's really asking for trouble because no normal kiddo would be paying attention or even bother with something as morbid as homework.
Hmmm but then again, I am studying Dunman High. It never fails to surprise me -__-
#1: We always talk about academics. It will find its way into our conversations no matter what.
Emphasise on "NO MATTER WHAT".
#2: Our y4 seniors prom theme is "Boomz". I have a bunch of empathetic and creative seniors.
#3: Our DM is... one-of-a-kind. You'll never find another more encouraging one in any other school.
Ohyay we're such an exciting bunch of people eh? :D
Photographs of a couple of antics from my Ecstastics + AEP Night @
fighterjet :D
NOTE: I'm still gonna be hanging around Blogger so yup haha :D
