Another Sign
9:36 PM - Sunday, November 08, 2009
'Struggles make my heart beat. 'Cause I know they make me stronger.
That's why I'll never give up.
That's why I'm not afraid to fail" - Nichkhun.
When I heard him say this in the teaser vid it was like woah.
Talk about a wake-up call.
A Sign.
Ok so it's been a year. A lousy year. A terrible year with lousy todays, dreaded tomorrows and regretted yesterdays. It's been one with more downs than ups.
But hey, like how someone reminded me today, it's over. It's time to move on. Time for change. I've gotta stop being like this. Stop pacing on the same spot; going around in circles. Quit self pity. Start believing. 'Cause there are so many people who had faith in me yet I failed to keep the faith in myself. I let them down (I'm sorry) & it's not just because I failed; it's also because I didnt believe I could.
Thankyou to all those that kept believing in me :] Fine, I'll stop driving y'all crazy with my pessimistic talk. I'll try, really. For you, you and you.
"The fear makes my heart beat.
Every morning, I ask myself a question.
Can I really do this well today?
Do I have what it takes?
Then I say to myself.
I can do this, I can.
Then I feel my heartbeat. T
This is the start."
-Wooyoung.
BANG BANG
10:27 PM - Thursday, November 05, 2009
Yknw how previously I came to school in bangs? Ok agreed it was not the best hairstyle ever and it was not the nicest bangs around but hey, it was bangs.
& now that my bangs had morphed and grown into a long messy fringe, everyone is cutting bangs .__.
So this is how it feels like to be too in-touch with fashion... Hmmm I should migrate to Mars or Venus then. I bet the kiddos there dont care about fringes :D
Okie dohkey so had to perform for the y2s juniors as part of their Post-exam activities urgk was kinda dreading it plus I had to miss MY Post Exam activities as well ]: And put up with crap... Ohwell now it's over with luck we'll never have to do Pyrrhic Victory again! My cast still owes me a cast photo! Aw well, I'll kinda miss it, the same way I missed Touched With Fire.
Been really busy and lazy nowadays so hvnt been blogging much (oops).
LALALA report books tmr.
MISS Y'ALL
8:55 PM - Sunday, November 01, 2009
Storm clouds are above my head. I feel like The Bowler Hat Guy in Meet The Robinsons. Things just aint looking up but maybe it's because I keep looking at everything through shades. Monotonous reality isnt really healthy for anyone, seriously.
School should be made illegal for someone as temperamental as I am .__.
Ok I'm just moaning hahaha. This week aint gonna be a pretty one, especially with the ongoings of this and that. Plus Prune's bent on getting me please let me live through this week without getting myself expelled ._.
I longer love that thing I loved.
I cant keep the things I want to.
I'm this close to losing all I ever had.
WHOA I'M BACK
1:05 PM - Sunday, October 25, 2009
Ok it's the end of the dreaded EOYs =throws confetti= roll on weeks and months of sheer joy before the word 'mugging' comes back into my head. Initially after the last paper, I still had thoughts of "gawd I shouldnt be wasting time now! What subject am I to study now?" And the most glorious thing happened:
I REMEMBERED THERE'S NONE MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I'm nuttier than usual (btw I realised I might actually be allergic to nuts. Long story.) Anyways, there's gonna be a lot of gaming, computering, videoing, youtubing... And the list goes on; yknw the works. The school had said they would continuing with the usual lessons and all. As much as I know it's for our own good, it's really asking for trouble because no normal kiddo would be paying attention or even bother with something as morbid as homework.
Hmmm but then again, I am studying Dunman High. It never fails to surprise me -__-
#1: We always talk about academics. It will find its way into our conversations no matter what.
Emphasise on "NO MATTER WHAT".
#2: Our y4 seniors prom theme is "Boomz". I have a bunch of empathetic and creative seniors.
#3: Our DM is... one-of-a-kind. You'll never find another more encouraging one in any other school.
Ohyay we're such an exciting bunch of people eh? :D
Photographs of a couple of antics from my Ecstastics + AEP Night @
fighterjet :D
NOTE: I'm still gonna be hanging around Blogger so yup haha :D
BYE WORLD I LOVE YOU.
4:40 PM - Sunday, August 02, 2009
Wish me luck. I'll be back.
IT CRASH WK
9:07 PM - Friday, July 31, 2009
EHLO there all you wonderful people that I seriously doubt is reading this blog. Really, I dont blame any of you this blog bores even me -.- Ohwell anyways havent been updating for a couple of days now so here's a quickie on what's been going on in my non-existant life :D
Went to catch Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince with Regina Hui Hsien Candice and Ck on Monday. Personally found it disappointing because I have very high expectations of the HP series but yeah D: everyone who watched it told me it was bad but I still went anyway hahaha loyal fan. Draco & the Weasley twins just gets more and more awesome LOL. What I didnt like about the entire movie was that it just seemed like a bunch of videos lumped together in a strange distorted way. Very uneven transitions causing the whole story to seem kinda bumpy too. Lucky for me I read the book (and should have stuck with reading it but ohwell...)
And then I locked my laptop up for the rest of the week up to today. I feel so proud of myself I'm such an addict I didnt even think it was possible! But this week's is my IT Crash week. Why? My phone is servicing and the spare one I'm using now looks like it's from a different generation from me. Oh did I mention my music player died a pathetic death too? So I had no music player no 8.1 baby no laptop for a week.
Do you know how much of a torture that was for me?! It was like I was cut off from the world D:
But wtv, here I am back and alive! Will continue to lock my laptop away on the weekdays though it's for my own good =chants=
Bye world I had a boring week. Hope you had a life more interesting than mine! :D
I think this is hilarious
10:30 PM - Sunday, July 26, 2009
I think this is worth a post because of some strange bizzare reason I find it freaking hilarious. (maybe it's just me I seem to unnaturally high) Got this off Fb :D
Raey has found her best friends using FriendBot
FriendBot predicted these people are the REAL best friends of Raey:
#1 Jamie Kee - Best friend
#2 Natasha Cheng - The funny one
#3 Low Ching Kai - Drinking buddy
#4 Sierra Wenxin Yeo - The trouble maker
#5 Asril Lee Regina Charmaine - The partier
And it's all Eds peeps hahahaha. Maybe that's why I find it so funny :D
Labels: Eds ;]
